http://www.nytimes.com/2014/07/15/books/nadine-gordimer-novelist-and-apartheid-foe-dies-at-90.html
Nadine Gordimer."It was not her country’s problems that set her to writing, she said. “On the contrary,” she wrote in an essay, “it was learning to write that sent me falling, falling through the surface of the South African way of life.”
Falling through the surface of our way of life is a wonderful description, I think, of what can happen when we take on a tool of expression which opens us to not only ever-expanding exploration and expression, but also to new awareness of the nature and energy of life itself. Nadine Gordimer is one of those giants with class, whose mark in our literary and social-consciousness will forever ripple into our collective consciousness.
Gulley Jimson and I used to be best friends, even though he is made-up. Wayward human and color appreciator,he is a main character in Joyce Cary's novel trilogy,one of my favorites. Irish Joyce Cary studied to be a painter, served in the British military and civil service in West Africa (where I grew up). William Blake, intoxicating painting, a complete devotion to color and the creative passion, and a disregard for pennies and those without appetites - how could I not acknowledge these roots?
Thursday, July 17, 2014
Thursday, June 19, 2014
By Design
What got me going
further
is simply the life-
the everyday machinations and little miracles of
breath and step and word
and deed.
Touch and Go.
As "caregiver" goes - what a word
that is, like an Indian word, a naming
by deed and so much more-
"deer hunter", "tracker,"
"dog catcher"-
a defining of roles.
We the people define
for ourselves the divine
in simple physical terms
because energy is a hard
concept to accept as real
as bread, truck, beer, ice,
broken bone,
ice cream,
bacon,
peach.
Challenging for a mind more than
a body, already engaged
committed, living
loving motion-
ingesting, air water, breathing, changing.
Being.
I love you life,
the body says in a
million infinite ways.
Let's go. Do.
I'll show you as you
show me.
Trust the inhale
to exhale-
We're made to.
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
Food, Sex, Sleep and Knowledge
I am nearly finished reading Donna Tartt's Pulitzer-winning, fan-loving The Goldfinch. Reading this 700+-page novel along with (in manuscript) Kathy Oddenino's upcoming novel, also with notes of Hippocrates, MFK Fisher, and various other pieces online - reminds me how much our mind can take in, and how much our mind wants to be fed, especially when we can appreciate a healthy appetite. A friend recently remarked that, while men are said to think about sex maybe once a minute, what she thinks about constantly is food! What research shows, and which makes sense to me, is that food, sex, and sleep (our survival basics) are what we humans think about most often. We know how we respond to cravings, generally speaking, as individuals and as people - humans. Do we know why? Isn't this one way we define "knowing what we want?" Self-discovery invites us to understand the levels of our consciousness, of ourselves, more deeply, more intimately, and the rewards are infinite. If we accept that it is our mind that creates our reality as we experience "reality," then it follows that what we feed our mind is also a basic survival need. Good food, good sleep, and good sex make us happy! As I continue to learn and appreciate, thinking and speaking are our highest, or most developed senses. Without thinking, none of the food, sex, or sleep would have the status they have in our world. Would they? Knowledge is both appreciated and often misunderstood, it seems to me. Knowledge is a gift to us, to our minds, to our evolving consciousness. This is why teachers, beginning with our parents, are to be honored, respected, and valued throughout their/our lives and beyond. Memories remain after those we love die. As I think of my parents and the snatches of memory that flash into my mind every day, I appreciate ever more what memory means to us, and how sharing our lives is a gift that keeps on giving, not just "in the physical."
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Monday, March 03, 2014
Cartography
Grave
Graven
Gravura
Gravitas.
Graver.
Engraver.
A
typeface based on copperplate style,
Calligraphy
Caliph
Cartography,
The
maps of the heart show our provenance,
The
journeys we’ve made, what we bring,
What
we have gained.
Script
If
not scrimshaw
Scroll
work
Engravings
Engrained
Carving
bone or ivory
Harvesting
whalers’
Handiwork,
byproduct of
What
our DNA brings forward
As
if carved into our
Choices
as we make them,
Plainly
Once
we open our eyes
As
we take that one step at a time.
Don’t wait.
If
scrolls are not read
When
they’re ready they become relics,
Turned
to stone and bone fragments
To
be pieced together by
Men
Women
of another time,
Whiling
away a present to seek
Seeds
of a story they have
Forgotten.
Scrimshaw.
Harvest.
from my new book
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Just Thinking
If the energy
of our mind as we share our thoughts, ideas, etc., is simply to persuade others
to share our view, then we are already seeing ourselves as “different.” We can
be set up and set off by the ingrained pattern of “mutual hostility” or
competition (hidden or overt belief).
This is a way that our male mind has seen itself throughout time, in
many lives, as our ego has formed, developed, and strengthened as we have
created beliefs to define or support our perception of life (the meaning of
life). This is one image that shows our
belief in what survival means, rather than evolution. This is a dual image and
as we learn and grow as a consciousness we enlighten ourselves with the loving
image of who we are – of us as male and
female, rather than simply male or female, in the positive light of our
creation as evolving consciousness. We come to know ourselves not as the Lone
Warrior battling all forces which may obstruct us from obtaining our Holy
Grail, but as the Pilgrim seeking to know himself as one within the world but
sent and created of the Spirit – to be in AND of the world in its highest
expression as evolving consciousness.
The “lone adventurer” ready to set off
into the big, wide world, the Great Unknown that is full of danger, adventure,
possibility. It is the same image of when we choose to enter another physical
life – with all of the chemical poetry in motion as energy beings, reviewing,
sharing, communicating in all sensory ways, then choosing the portal of entry,
with consent, and “taking the plunge,” with full excitement as a soul to Begin
Again – to learn, grow, to Be. This is the same image parents must have, and
children must have, as babies are conceived, born, and nurtured until the day a
child sets off for the first day of school – the new adventure, the precipice
of a new life in a big world of other children, peers, beyond what we have
experienced before. First day of school, first moment of awakening to a new
spark of knowing, of knowledge, the first tying of a shoe, the first taste of… whatever
awakens that love within us, the first moment of pedaling the tricycle faster
and faster into a speed where we feel the independence of movement in a new
way; jumping off of a high dive, diving into a pool for the first time, having
a first haircut, a first kiss, singing a first song, or hearing one we
instantly love, that sings to our cells in a way not like the others. All are
part of this amazing Universal language of love within us and which we share
through our interaction as physical beings on this Earth with its own
expressions that we share and honor as we learn to love.
Saturday, January 11, 2014
Stoner - I like Gatsby AND this "Anti-Gatsby"
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I just finished John Williams’ 1965 novel, Stoner, a novel
John McGahern describes in his introduction as “this classic novel of
university life, and the life of the heart and the mind.” It’s a powerhouse of
a book – I imagine even for those who have less affection and affinity for “university
life” or the pull toward both the flashy polish of Gatsby and the austere precision of Stoner than I have. Williams’ precise use
of words to convey so much so simply is a true gift and a rare one. He captures the truth of personalities and the
energy of their expression in wonderful and thoughtful ways, and by doing so
offers an endless palate of thoughts, emotions, and behaviors to think about,
appreciate, explore, and to learn from. It is very sad in its seemingly relentless sense of isolation, yet reading Stoner is like an excursion into a certain kind of art gallery –
old masters, the musty sense of reverence for “pure knowledge,” the life of the
mind and of learning, and a persistent quiet reverie as the reader absorbs all
that is happening in this intense microcosm which expands into a whole world
and reverberates beyond. Love, lust, and learning all make an appearance, each
given life in particular ways. The “meaning
of life,” of a particular life and lives, is laid bare for inquiring minds and
hearts to know themselves. To read this is an honor – is to honor Williams for
his creation, and to honor the gift of life itself, which we all share. Without honor and the Values of the Spirit
which begin with love and are expressed with a quiet but firm and growing
dignity (which comes from learning and experience), we are left with sadness
and the pettiness of confusion and the false power that the ego wields. There is much poetic beauty in Williams’
language of “love becoming,” even as he describes the way the softness of snow,
the whiteness of the sky suffused with snow, the permeating silence which
invites the mind into a state beyond the nature it has known and experienced
before.
The saddest thing to me may be what Tim Kreider wrote in his October 2013 New Yorker review - that wisdom is "perennially out of style." The popularity of the novel in Europe makes sense to me. Older sensibilities learn that loss does not necessarily lead to "failure."
“In his extreme youth Stoner had thought of love as an
absolute state of being to which, if one were lucky, one might find access; in
his maturity he had decided it was the heaven of a false religion, toward which
one ought to gaze with an amused disbelief, a gently familiar contempt, and an
embarrassed nostalgia. Now in his middle age he began to know that it was
neither a state of grace nor an illusion; he saw it as a human act of becoming,
a condition that was invented and modified moment by moment and day by day, by
the will and the intelligence and the heart.” (195)
Something I wrote a few nights ago fit into the influence of
his book more than I realized, until I read the last few pages.
Nautilus.
Spiralling into me.
The book between
worlds
The pages
Walking the pages
As if struck by chords
Harmony falling
Sounding and falling
We are holding on
Thin wisps of light
Gleaming, powerful
Beaming like strings
Moonlight
Into morning
A new day, hope
And words illuminated.
Saturday, December 28, 2013
Love, Sweet Love
Ah, Christmas. There is no substitute for spending the
holidays with family. There is no true substitute for family, however we may
define it. In the days before Christmas and through the holiday, I thought a
lot about love and what love means. I remembered holidays past, and people I’ve
known and love – including, of course, my wonderful parents, givers of life.
Flashes of memory ran through my mind as I drove toward the coast – memories of
when we were children, the excitement of the holiday as we trimmed the spindly
tree and thought of that land far away which was our “home,” where others were
celebrating the holiday perhaps in snow or with Christmas Eve services and
caroling and shopping and sharing all kinds of traditions. Our families had
shopped for presents and mailed them at least six weeks early in hopes of the
gifts arriving between the US and Nigeria “on time.” My brother was a child enchanted
by the idea of Christmas, and gifts wrapped so beautifully, awaiting the
unveiling on Christmas morning. He tiptoed around the tree, studying the
presents and shaking many of them, thinking so intently about them and what
they might hold. He was left with a profound impression of how much stuff there
was and how many have so little.
As generations grow and change, such memories bring such
pleasure as new ones are added and build upon one another – intertwining and
stacking with beauty and care in the same way the gifts do, awaiting unveiling.
Making memories as we share each other’s company, getting a
glimpse into each other’s lives as we honor the year’s passing and the new year
beginning. “This is where we are now,” we say, silently. “Isn’t it amazing!”
What each life means. My six-year-old niece, so full of joy,
is a gift to me too, each time I am in her presence – as all children are. I am reminded of the pure joy of being, and
the happiness that is our true birthright. We share what is ours, if we truly
enjoy life and appreciate what it means to give and receive, and love grows.
Love is how we are designed to live and to grow, together, whether in physical
presence or not. The energy of who we are, as love, lingers and lives,
throughout the days, nights, throughout the year, until we meet again and
whenever we meet, whomever we meet and become, if we are willing to accept it
and share it. Honoring (living) love as
our greatest birthright and tradition is the greatest gift I can imagine. Choosing
to love satisfies our soul and spirit like nothing else too. This may seem
obvious, but what is obvious to me is what the world needs now is love, sweet
love. Knowledge of the truth of love is an eternal gift to any mind.
Last night we watched a 2012 recording of the awarding of
the Gershwin Prize to Burt Bacharach and Hal David. Among other wonderful
performances, the program included Bacharach singing What The World Needs Now. A perfect tribute, and true always.
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Monday, December 09, 2013
Satisfaction
What can she
“get away with”?
I’ve read
this from critics about a virtuoso classics scholar who takes myths and writes
new ones based on the structures of the old ones. What’s to get away with, when
we are building on structures with meaning? Garnering awards on the one hand
and being asked such questions on the other.
Artists of
all kinds are asked these questions – or the critics, the public, ask them.
What does it mean to “get away with”?
To me, the
getting-away-with, in its best light comes from pushing a line of accepted
tradition or story or image or belief a little beyond, or sometimes far beyond,
where it has settled, and still gaining respect for the integrity of the
internal form of creation, the life still humming. This is not crafting a
machine, elegant as it may be, but the nourishing of a thought-form, which
lives as it is designed and created and
which lives further through the interaction of sharing it – the reading, the
seeing, the verbalization, the expectation and breathless anticipation then the
birth, the ogling, the possibilities set free and the imaginations excited.
The art of
“getting away with” shows when respect is earned through the expression – the
individual power of the energy expression, the example of living and breathing
form.
Turn to me, she says, though her expression is
stoic. The playfulness is inherent, visible in the glow and the intimate
knowledge when seen. Watch.
Perhaps
Nelson Mandela did this too. His
mischievous nature and quick, bright, warm smile did not belie but was part of
the ramrod straight, steel-willed man who was constantly open to examining his
life and the purpose, the objectives for which he lived. He knew that the
purpose of life was so profound, the purpose of what we devote our lives, our
energies to, is so profound that to be willing to commit our energies totally
to it, to living this primary focus is to be willing to die for the same
purpose. Our commitment to life and
death is equal, as our honoring of change and growth and freedom is complete. The
commitment is not separate, but total. And without playfulness, and a sense of
humor about ourselves and life, joy is not complete.
Enlightenment
of our minds from our heart’s total intention to love and to contribute to the external
common and greater good is one of the greatest purposes we can have and live as
human beings.
Does how we
define freedom change with the times, with events in our lives? Isn’t this one
definition of learning?
As Mandela
said, yesterday I was a “terrorist.” Today I am accepted as a freedom fighter.
More todays and he is accepted as a leader, president, even symbol. Today we
have a history to view through many lenses and with many voices and visions. What
we choose defines us.
How do we choose/decide
except through the living?
Choice by
choice, and the strength that comes from that freedom, brings us the power that
is inherent in experience, the joy and sorrow bundled together with sparkles
and tears, endurance and infinite patience.
Saturday, December 07, 2013
Sinking, Rising, Kneading, Knowing
J
|
ust start, Maria heard. The temples that were
the trees let in harmony as the sun caressed and stressed the importance of its
rays with the heat of life. We awoke with the brightness nearly blinding and
watched transfixed as the light changed moment by moment as the sun traveled
across the sky and the blanket of horizon deepened and moved and opened itself
to the dark of night and the slivering moon with its silvery light.
We learn to
roll with the punches of life, and as we do we learn that the punches are the
tides of change.
Maria knew
that all change would come to her as courage if only she was patient enough.
She had learned that to wait is an art for the mind. Waiting is not always a
passive act. Active waiting of an alert mind is a mind learning to be alert, to
be open to the opportunities that present themselves in the smallest of ways.
Mark is the
man she waits for, though he does not know it yet. She feels that within him is
the fulfillment of many dreams, though she is not able to enumerate them.
To write
each day is akin to being alert to one’s thoughts, to being open to the script
that our thoughts, words, and behaviors become. Each page is a day of our life,
and the script we live as we write. The skin of our body is our power grid, our
solar panel, our sensor, our love. For some, our tattoo parlor, our body armor.
As Maria
sits at her computer to write, her fingers hovering above the keys, she knows
that each channel in her mind is awaiting expression. Which is ready to know
itself in this new moment, to add to all of the experience she has expressed in
her being of life?
I remember
the smell of yeast, of bread baking, the way the dough moved as I kneaded it,
the way the salt smelled and the way the oven seemed ready to swallow each
offering and give it back in golden loaves. This repetitious act, in and out of
the oven, sliding in, pulling out, became a rhythm she loved. The steadiness of
it had its own hypnotic motion, and the ease with which all moved together to
complete the motion was a wonderful reminder to her of the connective tissue of
all of life. Each part of that cycle has its place, its excited addition to the
ritual of life that bread reminds us of.
She saw his
growing beard, almost a symbol of quick growth even in drought. There is something to his scratching at the
hair growing just under his chin – both an itch and a distraction that occupies
thoughts that may seek to go elsewhere, into new virgin ground.
I am the
person I am made to be, she thought to herself. Cake-maker, dog-walker,
ephemera-lover. There is so much to hold
in the skull that holds my brain of quivering mass, the dark hair like my
mother’s that clothes the bones of my head.
Dance, dance, the lightfish say, as my dreams come back and forth, full
of the memory of water and of sinking and rising, of bread rising and falling,
of volcanoes building earth and organism and heat and cold into an inimitable
creation of explosion, hot lava rocks spewing like a mixer throwing cocoa
batter like paint onto the walls and beyond.
Mark is a
sauntering personality, wary and unsure except full of ideas and all he has
heard, read, and relates to. His sharp eyes show tears, happiness easily yet
fleetingly. His thoughts search his brain database, aiming for relations,
curious about people’s faces, full of his own talk.
Sebald said
once that he did not consider himself a writer. More like the writing is a
dedication, an obsession – building a model of the Eiffel Tower with
matchsticks. Exploring the nuances of the fog of the past, which reveals
pathways along the moors and the cobblestone streets as the writing happens.
Maria
remembers Sebald’s words, the “highway hypnosis” of the kind he mentions and
explores – our being hypnotized by what we call life, the pull of sadness that
is our destructive nature as we wander in a deep forest of glimmering light.
Mark would
talk about this for a while, no doubt – his remembering all kinds of details of
his life, throwing out bits and pieces of his parents, his siblings, days at
school, the chalkboard, the keyboard, the bright blue car he drove and the sun
glinting from the sparkling hood which made him feel happy and powerful. They
were pieces, though, not with a fully fulfilled sense of life that let him feel
he was born to be powerful, not beaten down, not having to prove that he earned
the sparkling blue happiness as he lived, as he loved.
This is
Maria’s view of him, even as she laughs with him, loves his tugging at his
beard, at his slight pot belly, at his eager curiosity which flags easily but
remains.
Bring me one
more order, she calls to her friend – I can make one more cake today! Her
latest joy is this German Chocolate Surprise, which has all the expected
ingredients and also organic oats, coconut, and some buttercream with
raspberries to add new surprise. The textured flavors were delightful to a
lover of such things.
We are all
heart, she says to her satisfied customer who calls, gushing over the
Valentine’s Day cake she ordered especially for her one great love. Even he
loved it! Her customer exclaimed. He couldn’t stop staring at it. Said he never
thought about cake-making as an art before, except wedding cakes. There’s a lot
more to life than weddings, I said. Think of everyday as a merging, as lists of
mergers happening and lining up to happen as moments tick by. Bidding happens.
Celebrating, weeping, highs, lows, and the drips, drops, beams, rush and touch
of life- just watch. Listen. Learn.
Sebald said
he was hardly interested in the future. We can be captured by illusions of the
past. The past can tell us everything we need to know, if we open our eyes and
keep them open except when we are sleeping. Then our many eyes will keep
recording and we will awaken to more upon morning.
Maria
touches Mark when they pass in the hallway. He looks up, distracted. She smiles
into his eyes, reaching for that past which makes him up, the illusions which
shine, the glimmers of truth which are so playful and ready.
Have your
cake and eat it, too. She smiles to herself, but all who know will see it
shining from her diamond mind. Mark tugs at his beard, deep in thought.
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Thursday, December 05, 2013
After Reading Autobiography of Red, Anne Carson
After Reading Autobiography of Red, Anne Carson

To remember
the lavaman and his other skin,
the gold burn like enveloping
the sun, what bursts he can
hold
growing bold
and maybe a little
afraid-
asking for those who may be curious,
and bold, a
little afraid, to pay cents
to touch his golden skin, to know
a little of him, this passion for
substance and for naming
objects by name, for what
they are, at least for this moment
in hopes and time
and open-aired graciousness
from the faint memory of
what human can mean,
can be
fragments float in, up,
gently, if wondered about
and the mind, with love,
invites them.
In this, his case
the red, the wings, the
otherworldly things, with what
sun buried on the inside,
consciously claiming the inside
as "mine"!
as lines are defined
and become known.
Tuesday, December 03, 2013
Thinking.
We create a
“rule,” based on a belief – a forecast, prediction, hypothesis, which suits the
reality we want to see, to create, to live. The “rules” usually follow the
collective consciousness belief, within each individual and the greater group or
culture or country or world. The rule becomes law as we make it happen. Those
who don’t conform to or believe in the law challenge the law. This creates the
tug-of-war of holding true to the law to keep “order” (known to some as status
quo) and the challenging of the law to not have to conform to what we don’t
believe in or think we don’t believe in because we don’t understand – it
doesn’t make sense to us. The intricacies of laws that we create as we navigate
the vagaries of our minds, the lessons that we have learned and need to learn,
reveals the wormholes, the paths, the “mapping” of our minds as we live and
create, create and live.
Sunday, October 20, 2013
There's a Great Big Beautiful Tomorrow
Thanks to
caring friends excited to be going on vacation to the beach, and who love “family
time,” I was able to spend some wonderful days by the ocean in great
company. Via the internet, I just
listened to a “flash-mob” small orchestra in a city square, prompted by a
little girl dropping a coin into a black-tied, bald bassist’s upturned hat. How
we choose to “spend” our coins, our time, our energies can bring beautiful
surprises full of music of all kinds. Sitting on the balcony at the hotel room,
16 floors up, looking at the endless water, feeling the wind from the sea that
is like no other, I felt my whole body smiling.
Such a sense
brings Magritte to my mind. The modern image, poetry for poetry’s sake, the
juxtaposition of layers of life, the symbols that beget symbols and march
forward into a world not yet seen yet imagined as each image comes to life. The
ocean tides remind me. The laughter that comes with friends sharing life, the
moments as they spring up, pass, fill, march forward, ease into a night and
day, the sun shining, clouds hazing over water, the bright movement of bodies
of all sizes happy to move over the sand bridge to the sea.
These song
lyrics came to mind, too. Written by Richard and Robert Sherman for Walt Disney’s
Carousel of Progress, commissioned in 1964 for the World’s Fair: “There’s a
great big beautiful tomorrow, shining at the end of every day.”
Being at the
ocean invites such delirious optimism, the constant smiling that happy faces
and happy music brings. Hearing the rumbling of motorcycles on the street far
below, mingling with the sound of waves just on the other side of the
boardwalk, seeing the empty carousel rides with their bright colors- all gave
me a renewed image of the celebrations of being alive in so many ways. Like the
review introducing the Museum of Modern Art’s Fall survey show of Magritte’s
Art, this trip for me was good, solid fun. What can be better than that?
Sunday, October 06, 2013
Hope
In the other room,
The sun room,
Even when dusk,
The small blue bird jumped onto the table.
A striped head ducked,
Then folded wings to raise a glass of water and bring it to
its beak.
I stared.
Then laughed.
Bright blue wings with white stars.
Feathers starkly beautiful,
Like stained glass.
They waved to me as water
Dripped from the beak.
Life, it said. Drink!
Thursday, October 03, 2013
Young Things
Tight,
Might,
Roar, she says,
This doyenne young thing,
Young queen.
Move over,
I’m here, there, everywhere.
I smile, first, before I step aside
And find the limelight made by me
And my shadow eons ago,
An easing into
New Life,
Love.
Friday, September 20, 2013
Today
Today
I saw a leaf dance play
On the bark of a tree,
A trunk partly embracing shadow
As sunlight leaned over it and beyond
Where it disappeared into thin air.
Birds and squirrels scattered,
Partly camouflaged,
Then in and out of light
And grey, fur and feathers
Lit up and gone.
What poetry
Is change,
And now gentle
Rain comes.
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
Images of Self (going beyond "selfies")
In the rush
and flux of life, though my daily activity is more concentrated in one physical
place than many of my peers, I find the world we live in constantly changing.
This is no new revelation, but my awareness of all that this means is
infinitely greater than before.
What does it
mean to present an image of self to the world?
It means
bravery, a pioneering soul ready to embark on new journeys
Of learning-
If we are
true to our soul purpose.
So to say
that our life, every life, has purpose, is to acknowledge one step up that
stairway of life learning and life experience, of evolution.
To say this
and continue to work to create images as if we are in a factory rather than the
hearth of home, tending toward automatons rather than nurturing our creative
selves, is to add another false image to the mix we present to the world - and to the challenge we present to
ourselves in our wanting to make our way in the world, in happiness, with love,
with the sunshine of life on our shoulders and waving to our neighbors passing
by.
Presenting
false images that we are persuaded by our ego mind (which always seeks power)
are true simply fuels the fire of survival at all costs. Prometheus stealing
fire rather than learning how fire is created and acknowledging the generation
of fire in all of its elemental significance and purpose.
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Sunday, September 01, 2013
I KNOW THAT MUCH.
My little cousin, Henry Auden,
Named for many poets of different ways,
Exclaimed
the above, prefaced by “It’s not smart to bite a dog.”
Since I
heard it, I’ve smiled with it –
Knowing it
holds, simply, so much.
What a world
to live in,
To know such
truth and smile with it,
Each
memory-time.
To express
what we learn, what we know, even as we explore and discover, is to create
another image of the world to share – one more human mirror which reflects into
a million million’s points of glancing and seducing shadow and light. The expression “own it” as a way of describing
accepting responsibility for or a defined relationship with expresses more too,
in this path of pioneering and discovery. Our human need and desire to explore
is our desire to know more, to find more that suits us, that teaches us, where
we can plant new flags, new roots, send back new images as we store them in our
memory and hang them on our walls or draw them to fold and keep close to us, no
matter where we go.
The gift of
searching for knowledge which leads us to our internal treasure house of
infinite memory and the mind of Creative pleasure continues to give, to express
itself, as we become the conduits of its expression. Love becomes us as we
accept the gifts of life.
Anger is the
emotion of self-judgment. Anger is a motivator of change, just as it is within
Earth, and we evolve together. We are inextricably linked as chemical energy,
evolving consciousness. The building blocks of life are rough and tumble, like
children eager in using their bodies, jumping, playing, laughing, sweating,
crying, bumping into one another with full-on enthusiasm of energy Being.
For me, this
beautiful lesson of learning to break down barriers of belief, of simply
splashing in the moment of time with full thought as Play, of sharing the
moment with fellow humans and all of glittering life, inviting our highest
thoughts to dance and reveal themselves through and to us – is one of being an
Artist, a true spiritual human.
This is how
and why Art captures the essence of us and presents itself as we are and as we
want to be.
Tuesday, August 13, 2013
Music
Memoir
Is memory +
mirror.
How well do
they get along?
Is the
harmony there,
As Fred
Astaire and
Any of many
shoe-shined, high-stepping
Elegant poets
of dance
Make clear?
Do you hear
what I hear?
Ginger is
the perfect name
For the tang
That dances
in step,
In tune
With taste-
Lively cells,
living,
Smiling, all
gleam
And polish
And oh-so-elegant.
Happy, never-ending.
Music.
Friday, August 09, 2013
Percussion
To be shaken
loose is a gentler
Way of
breaking open,
The black
box of a mind
Retrieved,
studied, opened
Without the
tragedy of crash.
Gifts we
give each other,
Often without
knowing,
Make music
which can change
Our lives,
adding notes
Which weave
between trees
blending in,
light scattering
among leaves
In bursts of
refreshment –
No storm,
simply astonishing miraculous
change.
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